I'm sorry and I promise

Mum
sorry for all my fault
i know u very angry and i already hurted u
so sorry
i dont know how to describe our feel now
i just know i already hurt my mum heart so deep so deep
and i know she feel very very sad and angry
i also know this is my fault
is me
is me make her sad and angry
i m sorry

i know just a sorry also no use
coz my mum already hurted and angry
so
i pormise her no next time
if have next time
i will go out from this home and never come back again
this is i promise my mum
and i know my mum so sayang me
she dont want me do something no use geh thing oni
i know she just worry me and scold me

i never hate her when she scold
i just hate myself why always hurt my mum and make her angry
isnt my problem or maybe the relationship between us is not good?
but i think the most is about me
i know mum
i know everything
and i know u so sayang me and worry me
i know and i can feel this
i just dont know hw to describe my feel for you
bt i promise u
really
i relly promise u
just this time only
next time never happen
ok?

i hate myself why always like this
i will change it
really

At here
i also wanna say sorry for HER , MY DAUGHTER and MY BABY
sorry for just now my mum call u bout something
plz forgive me my dear buddies
special is her
i feel so sorry to her
i dont know hw to say
just feel so sorry
SORRY HER
SORRY MY DAUGHTER
SORRY MY BABY

MUM

SORRY

PLZ FORGIVE ME

I PROMISE U I WILL NEVER HURT U AND MAKE U ANGRY