Friday, July 16, 2010

16/07/10

So luckily today i no need lisan . huh . postpone to next week , thats mean on Monday . more good like that coz i can hafal it until i totally remember it all . yeah .. but i feel more nervous now . coz i scare the day i represent , got a official or teacher come and see us how . lolx . what the hell . shit !!

Fuck you . what the fuck you want now ? whats wrong now ? why want make a fool of Me ? why want treat me like this ? have i done something to offend you ??if u dont like me plz tell me and dont even do like that . i hate this type of ppl . FAKE !!! FAKE !!! go away from me !!!
moody now . issshhh ~~~~ =(

oh yeah . Pecah rekod . this week she everyday almost sleep after 12midnight . thats good . continue it . its really not good for your body but also continue like this . i know that you soo many homework do until so night and late go to sleep . but dont rush it lah . why so nervous to complete all ur homework at the same time ? u not feel tired ? not suffer ?
I know , i know that this week u really feel so tired , so suffer and so bother bcoz of your HOMEWORK . this thing make u crazy , mad and pressure . i know ur feel . coz u're in SC cls . is like that one . Sori , i cant do anything to do , i know that i'm so useless . sori to u . i just can accompany u when u need me and talk to me when u unhapi and pressure , i will listen it . Welcome u anytime . ok ? plz dont let urself so pressure about it . rmb sleep earlier and rest more plz . i know wanna exam ald . i know that u really feel so bother and pressure coz want study study and study . but , plz promise me , take good care urself can ? let urself relax . dont rush ! and u really no need find me ald if u're not free or busying , i really nvm . dont blame urself that didnt accompany me . i'm reali nothing . ok ? i know ur situation .

lolx . me also pecah rekod this week . rush and busy copy my homework , tuition , dance . everyday also alsmost sleep after 2or3am . really congrate to myself loh . proud of it . hahax . my pouch become more deep ald and panda eyes more obvious . haha . lolx . what the hell m I ?
erm . act i really want know what happen to me ? can i know ? i really feel that i like to pretend that i m happy and always smile to hide my tears and sadness . i also dont know what happen ? nothing happen also . didnt argue ? didnt scold or what ? whats wrong with me now ? haix . dont know ???

I'm stupid , lazy , useless , crazy , naive , childish , bad , stubborn , and the ... bla bla bla . no use to live at the world . maybe Disappear is the way . i hate myself . i m really come from Tanjung Rambutan . hahax . and i got 'yan gak fen lit' . i m not a normal ppl .
i feel that i not good for you , izit ?


admire Edward & Bella
damn love
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