ask her morning call me at 5.45 something . then wake up , faster go bath and then walk to the Padang with my maid . my dad dont want fetch me ask me go myself . ok . fine . i walk . nvm . so near too .
Arrive thr see many ppl waiting at there ald . sure many . coz all school also have take part and got uncle aunty and some important person . dont know who . dont care about it too . then i go and register and write a luckydraw so on . see PhooiKei , Eling and Jasmine thr . go and talk with them awhile . and she talk with her friend too . then turn to Vinthin , ET , PY they come . they talk themself , and i just see the view of sunrise . beautiful view . fresh air . green grass . natural world . i love it . i really remain be silent and feel like dont want to talk anything . i love alone . you got your own friend . dont say that you always alone and habitual be alone .
Mr , really so sorry about it . i know that i ald cold to you . make u unhappy . really sori to you . forgive me can ? i know u're unhappy about it . and feel alone coz i didnt talk anything with you . sori for my cold . i knwo i'm so bad about it . and i angry you and fierce you ald . sori . i'm not a good mrs to you . i know it . yky also got say this to me . i will try to correct it . give me some time can ? promised .
walk around 5 km , near Pinji there . on the way , i just start talk with her . feel myself really fucking bad . like let her alone ald . sad .then we just walk and walk , talk a bit . then i see Jasmine them in front of me so i faster chase them and cut their way . bad person . about 8 something like that . finally we finish our walk . OMG . damn tired . leg muscle funking pain . then find a shady and cool place to sit and rest . and see some shows at thr . got some fun too . after that , go buy some food with her coz we hungry ald . eat drink thr . and rest again .
then go and take our certificate and go back rest again . then i'm gonna go back walk myself . alone again . nvm . my habit . coz i'm a independent person . right ? agree ? so u all no need worry about me . i know how to take care myself although i'm careless and a bit useless .
But on the way , she still worry me and call me ask me be careful and reach home then sms her . i say ok , see how 1st . about 15-20min i reached home . take a break and rest , lying on the bed . tired . after that , fall asleep awhile but my mum call me wake up coz wanna go out eat .
Then continue my things after eat . waiting someone find me but finally didnt find me too . nvm . busying . dont disturb .
This is my charity walk . =D
cheer up Jessica ! u can do it !
nobody want me , i knw that . feel myself one too many among ppl . maybe i should be disappear . smile . =D
i believe that i can be happy when i'm alone .
Mr . sori . i love you . i know i'm so worst ! damn it !='[
cried . sori for disturb u .
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