sad ..

Mum . sorry again . i have been hurted you again . maybe you're right . i unmerited to be your daughter . i'm really a useless ppl . i admit . and maybe i'm not your daughter . i'm just a rubbish . i born in this world is a worst chooses for you . i just know how to waste money , play comp , sms and do all the things that so useless . i dont know how to care and worry about u . i dont know how to respect you at all . and i know i'm so disgusting . i also know that i'm so stubborn and selfish . sorry Mum . i know i been hurted you again and again . and you forgive me again and again ald . i'm really a fucking useless ppl . live in the world also meaningless and lifeless . Mum , really sorry , plz , i promise , just forgive me this time can ?
damn hate myself . leave or stay ? disappear or appear ? what can i do now ? can somebody tell me ?
i will study hard this 2 years . i wont waste it again . sorry to you all . forgive me plz .
sad . moody . dump . i want cry . borrow me ur shoulders can ?

i'll stop blogging , fb-ing and off my phone awhile . coming back soon =]
take gud care al urself .
if gt anything . tell me at skul .

sorry and bye .



或许
我真的不配拥有这一切.我也知道这一切一切并不是属于我的.
不如这样就算了吧?好吗?
好累.好无助.
我知道.